Another post of mine

What is blogger for? 

To share, to pour out feelings, to "show off", to complain, etc...etc...

But sometimes I feel tat blogger is for talking rubbish lol

Sigh, sometimes I feel like I have the urge to write but most of the time I give up writing bcz of my laziness, tiredness and lame excuses!

well whatever it is, today, I jz wanna write whatever I want to write on my post.

I can't think of any titles to put 

as I really dun have any ideas of what I actually really want to write : /

and so my title is : Another post of mine 

It seems like recently everybody is posting abt CNY celebrations, 

People talked about how great and how fun is their CNY celebrations, 

but to me, my CNY is jz like another-fantastic-7-days-holiday 

and I din really feel the CNY mood

as d duration is too short and my angpau is VERY LITTLE! 

well forget about d angpaus 

cause' I din really visit frens' houses but only relatives' during this CNY.

I admit tat I'm a very stingy person as I seldom, rarely or hardly take out my time for my friends cz I think tat such precious time is meant for my family.

 When came to end of the holidays, I found tat time wasn't enuf for friends, 

and I've actually regretted for being so called stingy.

Sorry to my friends and I guess tat they've already given up calling me out for gathering

as I'm still holding the name of "well known "FFK" queen"

I always tell myself to prioritize things tat I'm supposed to do 

but I always fail in allocating time =S

well, let me talk about another matter that happen presently.

Recently, I feel tat myself very

easily get irritated, annoyed, sensitive and emotional. *negative stuffs*

hate myself being so irritable and irrational!

my anger gets stirred up very easily even thou it is

a little minor thing which only can b seen by magnifying glasses

Oh gosh i really need to look at myself in the mirror

whats wrong with me and I seriously think tat it's matter abt hormone imbalances ><

sorry to those ppl who I've thrown my tantrum to

sorry for my irrationality and sensitivity

THIS IS SO NOT ME!!!

God please help me!

Speak to me!! ><

well, another thing to share, 

my Sem IV test I falls on this sat and next week wed,thurs and fri.

Duh, gotta drag myself out from enjoyableness to do early revision 

as I've been so get used to last minute!

I think it is bad for health and brain

cz last minute use up extreme brain power to stuff all things together at one time.
Sigh, life isn't easy!

!@#$%&*@#$!

See, I've written so much of rubbish again!

*bang wall*